today has been. well. ok it started great. but i guess i'm just left with an emptiness. something missing. i thought it would be a great day. i really really did. i loved getting to see everyone. i dont think i've dished out that many hugs in a long time. one thing was wrong though. and i guess it just tore me down. i've always thought i was strong. i could stand against anything. however this is wearing me thin.
i think im going to just take off walking in a few minutes. i dont care where the hell i'm going. i dont care how freaking dangerous it is. screw it all. honestly. so yes. maybe ill fix this later but for now this is it.