Scene 2, Part 2, Music Selection

The Name of the Game

I've seen you twice, in a short time
Only a week since we started
It seems to me, for every time
I'm getting more open-hearted

I was an impossible case
No-one ever could reach me
But I think I can see in your face
There's a lot you can teach me
So I wanna know......

What's the name of the game?
Does it mean anything to you?
What's the name of the game?
Can you feel it the way I do?
Tell me please, 'cause I have to know
I'm a bashful child, beginning to grow

And you make me talk
And you make me feel
And you make me show
What I'm trying to conceal
If I trust in you, would you let me down?
Would you laugh at me, if I said I care for you?
Could you feel the same way too?
I wanna know......

The name of the game

I have no friends, no-one to see
And I am never invited
Now I am here, talking to you
No wonder I get excited

Your smile, and the sound of your voice
And the way you see through me
Got a feeling, you give me no choice
But it means a lot to me
So I wanna know......

What's the name of the game?
(your smile and the sound of your voice)
Does it mean anything to you?
(got a feeling you give me no choice)
(but it means a lot)
What's the name of the game?
(your smile and the sound of your voice)
Can you feel it the way I do?
Tell me please, 'cause I have to know
I'm a bashful child, beginning to grow

And you make me talk
And you make me feel
And you make me show
What I'm trying to conceal
If I trust in you, would you let me down?
Would you laugh at me, if I said I care for you?
Could you feel the same way too?
I wanna know......
Oh yes I wanna know......

The name of the game
(I was an impossible case)
Does it mean anything to you?
(but I think I can see in your face)
(that it means a lot)
What's the name of the game?
(your smile and the sound of your voice)
Can you feel it the way I do?
(got a feeling you give me no choice)
(but it means a lot)
What's the name of the game?
(I was an impossible case)
Does it mean anything to you?
(but I think I can see in your face)
(that it means a lot)



Here We Go Again

I throw all of your stuff away
Then I clear you out of my head
I tear you out of my heart
And ignore all your messages
I tell everyone that we are through
Cause I'm so much better without you
But it's just another pretty lie
Cause I break down
Every time you come around
(Uh Oh Uh Oh)

So how did you get here under my skin
Swore that I'd never let you back in
Should've known better
Then trying to let you go
Cause here we go go go again
Hard as I try I know I can't quit
Something about you is so addictive
We're falling together
You think that by now I'd know
Cause here we go go go again

You never know what you want
And you never say what you mean
But I start to go insane
Every time that you look at me
You only hear half of what I say
And you're always showing up too late
And I know that I should say goodbye
But it's no use
Can't Be With Or Without You
(Uh Oh Uh Oh)

So how did you get here under my skin
Swore that I'd never let you back in
Should've known better
Then trying to let you go
Cause here we go go go again
Hard as I try I know I can't quit
Something about you is so addictive
We're falling together
You think that by now I'd know
Cause here we go go go again

And again and again and again
I threw all of your stuff away
And then I cleared you out of my head
And I tore you out of my heart
(Uh Oh Uh Oh)
(Uh Oh Uh Oh)

So how did you get here under my skin
Swore that I'd never let you back in
Should have known better
Then trying to let you go
Cause here we go go go again
Hard as I try I know I can't quit
Something about you is so addictive
We're falling together
You think that by now I'd know
Cause here we go go

Here we go again
Here we go again
Should've known better
Then trying to let you go
Cause here we go go go again
Again and again and again and again

Scene 2, part 2

I guess you're wondering why I started scene two huh? I moved into my apartment today! It's kind of like a new chapter in my life. Therefore, scene 2. Today was alright. I was so excited about moving in but my parents kept fighting and everyone was driving me crazy! They were really ruining my excitement. But in the end, it all worked out well and I am happy with how it has turned out. Tomorrow I'm buying food and a bike.

I got to hang out with Lacey and Michael H. last night at their house. It was fun playing around with them as they unpacked and cleaned. It was also fun watching Michael trying to kill a roach... lol Then I got to threaten him with a hammer! woo hoo!! lol. I'm so excited for everyone to get here! I miss everyone so much! I just can't wait to be around my friends again.

On a funny note, my dad informed me today that if he were a young guy looking at girl like me to date and he saw how much I hang out with Michael W. then he would never date me because he'd be afraid. I responded with, Michael? He's like my brother. Ew. LOL.

Then we had this whole in the wall in the apartment. It turns out they forgot to put the vent in. So I went up there and told them and they sent this Super Hot guy to come put the vent in. He asked for a ride around so I said yes and my sister climbed in the back seat. He proceeded to take his shirt off lol!!!!! Then he went to find the vents and was walking around outside looking and my sister said oh he likes you. I'm like uh no. no he doesn't. It was funny. Then I said well I could never date him anyway. He's tall yeah, but he's skinnier than me. That'd just make me feel bad about myself. lol

I'm excited to start this new chapter in my life. I'm ready to see what's in store for me this year. I wonder what God's plans are for me. I'll just have to wait and see huh?

I love you all very much! I hope you have a great day! Love Always, Kellbelle

Scene 2, Part 1, music selection

Something There

Belle:
There's something sweet and almost kind
But he was mean and he was coarse and unrefind
But now he's dear and so unsure
I wonder why I didn't see it there before

Beast:
She glanced this way, I thought I saw
And when we touched she didn't shutter at my paw
No it can't be, I'll just ignore
But then she's never looked at me that way before

Belle:
New and a bit alarming
Who'd have ever thought that this could be?
True that he's no Prince Charming
But there's something in him that I simply didn't see


SOS

SAM:
Where are those happy days?
They seem so hard to find
I try to reach for you
But you have closed your mind
Whatever happened to our love?
I wish I understood
It used to be so nice
It used to be so good

So when you're near me
Darling can't you hear me?
S.O.S
The love you gave me
Nothing else can save me
S.O.S
When you're gone
How can I even try to go on?
When you're gone
Though I try, how can I carry on?

DONNA:
You seem so far away
Though you are standing near
You made me feel alive
But something died I fear
I really tried to make it out
I wish I understood
What happened to our love
It used to be so good

DONNA & SAM:
So when you're near me
Darling can't you hear me
S.O.S
The love you gave me
Nothing else can save me
S.O.S
When you're gone
How can even I try to go on?
When you're gone
Though I try, how can I carry on?

So when you're near me
Darling can't you hear me
S.O.S
And the love you gave me
Nothing else can save me
S.O.S
When you're gone
How can I even try to go on?
When you're gone
Though I try, how can I carry on?
When you're gone
How can I even try to go on?


Mamma Mia

I was cheated by you
And I think you know when.
So I made up my mind, it must come to an end
Look at me now, will I ever learn?
I don't know how but I suddenly lose control
There's a fire within my soul
Just one look and I can hear a bell ring
One more look and I forget everything

Mamma mia, here I go again
My my, how can I resist you?
Mamma mia, does it show again
My My, just how much I've missed you?
Yes, I've been broken-hearted
Blue since the day we parted
Why, why did I ever let you go?
Mamma mia, now I really know
My my, I should not have let you go

I was angry and sad when I knew we were through
I can't count all the times I have cried over you

Look at me now
Will I ever learn
I don't know how
But I suddenly loose control
There's a fire within my soul.
Just one look and I can hear a bell ring
One more look and I forget everything

Mamma mia, here I go again
My my, how can I resist you?
Mamma mia, does it show again
My, my, just how much I've missed you?
Yes, I've been brokenhearted
Blue since the day we parted
Why, why did I ever let you go?
Mamma mia, now I really know
My my, I should not have let you go

Scene 2, part 1

Today I am in such a rush! I have to go get a windshield put in the car and it will take 90 minutes!! Then I have to go get an inspection sticker. But at least that takes like 5 minutes. However, it's going to be around 2:30 or 3 before I can leave now! UGH! So I have everything out in the living room. I just have to load it in the car. Bleh. I can't fit it all in my car so I'm leaving stuff here for my dad to fit into his when he comes later today. I'm not even attempting to lift the tv. Either a. I'd break it. or b. I'd break myself. or c. Both. Probably c would win.

So as you've probably guessed by now, I love to make people happy. It's one thing I just enjoy doing. There are people I can't stand but I'm still overly nice to them. Now I don't let people walk all over me. That's not going to happen. lol. I wish I could just tell people to go away and leave me alone, but then I think of how upset they'd be and I just can't do it! Every time I've had to break up with a guy I've ended up crying while having to do it because I felt so bad(with one exception where I was overly giddy)! Of course they got all upset and kept going why why why. Every time. Terrible. I felt horrible.

Blind dates. TERRIBLE! Just don't do it ok? Terrible. Awful. I've been on one and it was horrible! A girl I worked with at kohl's decided I should go out with her cousin. So she and her fiance and the cousin and I went out. OMG! It was the worst thing ever!! I was miserable the entire time! He was the biggest redneck ever and for some *cough* unknown reason I dont really date rednecks anymore. lol. So yeah. But it's not the steriotype or anything that did it for me. It's just. Omg. I'm not going to even go there. lol.

Yes I have had my share of terrible boyfriends and dates. But I know my Beast is out there. Yes I say my Beast because I can't stand Prince Charming. He's a pansy. You already know my thing with Beauty and the Beast. I want that friendship that turns into something more. I want to be Belle not Cinderella and definitely not Snow White or Sleeping Beauty. I'd rather be awake thank you.

I hope you have the greatest day you've had in a long time!! Love Always, Kellbelle

Behind the Scenes

Today I am packing up my stuff to go back to school. Now all summer I have been fighting this one family of little black ants. They keep coming to my desk. I have no idea where they are actually coming from, but they sure love to antagonize me. For a while I was keeping bug spray on my desk and I would spray them down and leave fumes swimming in the air in my room.I thought they left. Today I learned I was wrong. I looked at the little thing that holds my pencils and all under my desk. They are all over it! I came back with the spray and attacked. I have one question. What part of "Die you annoying creatures!" don't they understand? My room. Obey me. LEAVE.

My dog, or horse as I call him, just loves to eat paper. And I do mean eat. He actually swallows it. The other day I was helping my mother decorate cans for her class. We had to take animal print paper and put it on the cans. So every time I had pieces of paper I would throw it under the table and feed it to my own personal shredder. And FYI he just ate a bead...

Yesterday I wrote a song that I posted on here entitled Running. I wanted to kind of explain it. Seeing as this is behind the scenes and all. Now normally I have to be really sad or depressed to write songs. In the past two days I have written two songs and I am no where close to depressed. Actually I am extremely happy. Last night something came over me just out of nowhere. I have many goals and things that I'm striving to attain. I've been struggling to be patient with one of them. I've been praying about it for a very long time. All of a sudden, I feel like I'm 1/4 of a mile away from the finish line. Yesterday I guess I just snapped for a minute. I started thinking about it and thought "No. I can't be almost there. It's not as close as it seems." I fled to my bed and just lay face down thinking and praying. I lay there and actually said "I feel like I'm running in the desert. I thought the finish line was near but it's disappeared. I don't know where I'm going anymore. All around me is sand. Is there even a finish line or will I just keep going straight chasing after something I'll never get to?" Then I just knew I needed to write it down. I knew it. I had to get it out. So I sat down and wrote out the chorus. You see it was the first few lines I really needed to get out, then I just had to turn it into an actual song. I wrote the song Running while listening to a sad soundtrack to really pump it out. This entire process took about 5 minutes from getting upset to laying down to writing it out. As soon as I posted it, my answer came to me. Not just did I get my answer but the music turned happy at that exact same time. I just looked up and started laughing. My answer was always there, the same as it has been for a long time, but I stopped trusting God. I thought maybe it isn't God telling me what to do, maybe I'm trying to do this on my own.

You've heard the story of Moses and the Red Sea right? We all feel like we're Moses at times in our lives. We're stuck on the sand with an army coming behind us and a sea in front of us. Now normally I decide I'm going to try to swim and about that time a shark pokes his head up. It's these times when I just have to get down on my knees and ask for help. I stand up and wait on either the sea to part or Jesus to come up in a boat awaiting His boarding passenger. Without God I couldn't have ever stuck some things out as long as I have. Without trusting Him I don't know where I'd be. You see sometimes Jesus comes in a boat because it's not as big of a problem or we're not truly depressed or anything. Sometimes God has to part the Red Sea because we're so low that we need to see what He can do. He can do anything. If He can part a sea and let slaves through and let it fall on the Egyptians, He can handle a small crisis or even a big one. All we have to do is have humility and ask. "Ask and you shall receive."

I hope you have a great day! Love Always, Kellbelle

Bonus Material

Running

i'll love you forever
of this much i'm sure
but your feelings for me
are nothing but a blur
i'm trying to get to you
i feel as though i'm coming near
then you take a step back
you go and disappear

I feel like I'm running in the desert
Is the finish line near
or will I just keep going straight forever
I'm so lost and confused
i can't tell if i'm supposed to quit
or keep holding on
as i run down this beaten path
your face is all i can see ahead of me

i keep praying for an answer
i search in every book i know
i'm looking to the future
to see if you're there
i thought i was supposed to hold on
but now i'm not so sure

i feel like i'm running in the desert
is the finish line near
or will i just keep going straight forever
i'm so lost and confused
i can't tell if i'm supposed to quit
or keep holding on
as i run down this beaten path
your face is all i can see ahead of me

i'm hoping i'll reach the goal line soon
i'm praying you'll be standing there when i reach it
but what if there is no finish
and i'm running all alone
towards nothing and no one
can't you give me a sign or something

i feel like i'm running in the desert
is the finish line near
or will i just keep going straight forever
i'm so lost and confused
i can't tell if i'm supposed to quit
or keep holding on
as i run down this beaten path
your face is all i want to see

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In continuing with the love theme...

Unusual Way

In a very unusual way one time I needed you.
In a very unusual way you were my friend.
Maybe it lasted a day, maybe it lasted an hour.
But, somehow it will never end.

In a very unusual way I think I'm in love with you.
In a very unusual way I want to cry.
Something inside me goes weak,
Something inside me surrenders.
And you're the reason why,
You're the reason why

You don't know what you do to me,
You don't have a clue.
You can't tell what its like to be me looking at you.
It scares me so, that I can hardly speak.

In a very unusual way, I owe what I am to you.
Though at times it appears I won't stay, I never go.
Special to me in my life,
Since the first day that I met you.
How could I ever forget you,
Once you had touched my soul?
In a very unusual way,
You've made me whole.


Catch Me

Before I fall too fast
Kiss me quick but make it last
So I can see how badly this will hurt me
When you say goodbye

Keep it sweet, keep it slow
Let the future pass and don't let go
But tonight I could fall too soon
Under this beautiful moonlight

But you're so hypnotizing
You've got me laughing while I sing
You've got me smiling in my sleep
And I can see this unraveling
Your love is where I'm falling
But please don't catch me

See this heart won't settle down
Like a child running scared from a clown
I'm terrified of what you do
My stomach screams just when I look at you

Run far away so I can breathe
Even though you're far from suffocating me
I can't set my hopes too high
'Cause every hello ends with a goodbye

But you're so hypnotizing
You've got me laughing while I sing
You've got me smiling in my sleep
And I can see this unraveling
Your love is where I'm falling
But please don't catch me

So now you see why I'm scared
I can't open up my heart without a care
But here I go, it's what I feel
And for the first time in my life I know it's real

But you're so hypnotizing
You've got me laughing while I sing
You've got me smiling in my sleep
And I can see this unraveling
Your love is where I'm falling
So please don't catch me

If this is love please don't break me
I'm giving up so just catch me


I Know You Won't

I know you don't mean to be mean to me
'Cause when you want to you can make me feel like we belong
We belong
Lately you make me feel all I am is a back-up plan
I say I'm done and then you smile at me and I forget
Everything I said

I buy into those eyes
And into your lies

You say you'll call, but I know you
You say you're coming home, but I know you
You say you'll call, but I know you won't
You say you'll call, but I know you won't

I wish you were where you're supposed to be
Close to me
But here I am just staring at this candle burning out

And still no sound

Of footsteps on my stairs
Or your voice anywhere

You say you'll call, but I know you
You say you're coming home, but I know you
You say you'll call, but I know you won't
You say you'll call, but I know you won't


World of Chances

You've got a face for a smile, you know
A shame you waste it
When you're breaking me slowly

But I've got a world of chances for you
I've got a world of chances for you
I've got a world of chances
Chances that you're burning through

I've got a paper and pen
I go to write a goodbye
And that's when I know

I've got a world of chances for you
I've got a world of chances for you
I've got a world of chances
Chances that you're burning through

Oh, I'm going my own way
My faith has lost it's strength again
And Oh, it's been too hard to say
We're falling off the edge again

We're at the end
We're at the end

Maybe you'll call me someday
Hear the operator say the number's no good
And that she

Had a world of chances for you
She had a world of chances for you
She had a world of chances
Chances you were burning through
Chances you were burning through
Chances you were burning through, ohhh

You've got a face for a smile, you know