scene 1, part 2

I was flipping channels earlier and saw that Ella Enchanted had just begun. Now I already told you how much I love movies and I have always loved this one. So I decided to watch this movie today. Ella Enchanted is a Cinderella story movie. However, this movie in particular is put back in the medieval times and includes ogres and fairies and elves. This whimsical movie always makes me laugh.

If there is one thing you should know about me it's that I am a romantic. Oh yes. I know part of this is because I'm a girl. It's expected right?lol I absolutely love romantic movies and books. Hence the fact that Beauty and the Beast is my all time favorite movie. See Beauty and the Beast is different from most of the princess stories Disney made back then. Belle actually got to know the Beast. At first he hated her and she hated him as well. But she learns that he's a great person. She doesn't just dance with the guy and go OMG i love you! no. She experiences real love. A love that we all want to experience, whether we admit it or not.

Love is such an amazing thing. Most girls imagine, from the time they are little, their handsome prince riding in and saving her. Of course, being a prince, he must be tall and gorgeous with a great body. He is the most romantic man on Earth and brings her roses out of no where. He always tells her how wonderful she is and how she is the most beautiful person on the planet. However, when girls are younger they don't realize that sometimes they won't like the prince. The prince will be terrible and think of himself and not tell her how wonderful she is. Sometimes he'll go days without even talking to her. They especially don't think of how horrible they'll be to the prince either. How selfish they'll be and how they'll want him to act like a prince all the time and get upset with him when he doesn't.

We imagine the guy always being a perfect gentleman. Then we fall in love. We learn that it's not him being perfect and wonderful that we love. It's when he's goofy and when he does stupid things to impress you. We even look back and laugh at old fights. We even kind of find it endearing. The fact that he even cared enough to actually fight and then work it out, rather than just saying "Oh screw you. I'm done with this stuff." and forgetting you. After having been in love just once, whether we currently are or not, romance movies change. We realize that in the movies it's the silly things that the girl likes that makes her fall in love with him. It wasn't him being that perfect gentleman. Because there is no perfect gentleman. There's no perfect lady either.

Yes, we girls love our romance movies. Why? It keeps us dreaming. It keeps us hoping that that goofy prince who hurts your feelings but then always comes back, is out there or for some, notices us. Yes love is a funny thing. But it's amazing. So I'll keep on watching my romance movies and reading my stories. I'll still sniff the roses every time I walk into a Wal Mart like I have done since I was a little girl. Because what is love to me? A rose. Simple enough. It's beautiful, but still has it's thorns.

I hope you have a wonderful day! Love Always, Kellbelle

scene 1, music selection

so i tend to write songs. well. i listen to them A LOT. i always have music playing. i just love music so much. so for every scene i write i must have background music right? right. every movie's gotta soundtrack. some songs i'll have written and some i just like. driving will be the first song on this soundtrack. don't ask me why because i don't really know.

driving all through the night
the city's lights keep me going
i have to get away
to get out of town
i can't be with you right now

going one-eighteen in a sixty-five
i feel like i'm barely moving
no one is on the road
they're all happily asleep in their beds
just like you are

driving all through the night
the city's lights keep me going
i have to get away
to get out of town
i can't be with you right now

the safest place for me to be
is wherever you aren't
so i'm going nowhere and anywhere
crying as i drive
knowing i should stop

driving all through the night
the city's lights keep me going
i have to get away
to get out of town
i can't be with you right now

why did you hurt me
why dont you care
why did i believe you
bc now i love you
and you just want to beat me down
and running away wont help me
i can't outrun loving you
as much as it hurts

i slam on the brakes
turn the car around
driving all through the night
the thoughts of you filling my mind
i'm heading back to you
to tell you i'm through

scene 1, take 1

my name is kelli. hello. wow. i feel like i'm talking to myself. but ok. you'll just have to bear with me until i get this figured out exactly. hence the title is scene 1, TAKE 1. lol i prefer to think of my life as a movie. so welcome to the theater. i hope you enjoy the show. :)

i am a student at the college that i attend. however i think it's a bit too early in our relationship for me to tell you where. (yes. we are going to look at this as a relationship.one between the movie watcher and the actor.) i decided to attend said mysterious college to attain a degree in the medical field. i want to be a pediatric oncologist (child's cancer doctor). sometimes i'm not quite sure if i can do it. if i'm smart enough. so i say forget oncology i'll just be a pediatrician. whatever i end up doing, i know it will be with children. i love working with children. they are so happy and innocent. they see things in life that we don't. i have 3 current jobs that all have to do with children.

i have great friends. i love them all. one of my best friends, Ashton, is currently in Japan. I miss her so much. i feel like a part of me is missing while she's gone. but i'm better now than i was when she first left. i also have Michael W. who a great best friend. he is always there for me. he knows everything i think...but that's because we think so much alike! as do ashton and i. Lacey is my old roomie. i'll miss living with her this year but we'll still be together all the time. and of course her boyfriend Michael H. will always be around as well. LOL. Shane is a great friend of mine also. He's funny and always makes me laugh. so does Daniel!! I have so many friends and i'll write them on here at some point in time but for right now these are good. lol. you'l be hearing about these people a lot.

i love movies. i watch so many movies and own a lot also. i always wanted to be an actress. i was in drama in high school and in many plays. i love to act. i feel so happy when i am acting. sadly, in college i can't be in drama because i'm not a major. i actually almost went to NYFA for acting. NYFA is New York Film Academy. Because i love movies so much is why i decided that this is going to be kind of like a movie. However, right now it's kind of like introducing the main character and the supporting characters.

for now that's all i've got for you. i'm sorry this is so choppy. i've just got to get my flow going. i hope you have a great day. Love always, Kellbelle